Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
Motivation, Inspiration, Passion and Patience
To begin with, I would like to convey what I read
yesterday morning. It is a quote. A wise one. It told me, “Sorry is not enough,
sometimes you actually have to change”. I put this quote in my mind,
questioning my heart sincerely, “why should we sorry?”
Sorry usually used to express something to someone.
Commonly when we did someone wrong, hurt them, make them cry, frightened,
embarrassed, or frustrated. Occasionally, it is not always about thing we did
to someone, but to ourselves as well.
Because basically we live as the mirror. The
shadow of ours inside, is our picture in the
outside. Both sides is in contrast, yet performs the same emotions. We smile
they smile, they are disappointed we regret. It is a mutual direct connection
image. Sorry is a word or an action we say and feel, when we make mistake.
Saying sorry, at least, will reduce the rate of anger or
disappointment of someone we hurt. Secondly it helps us aware that we consider our
relationship have much more benefits than only following our very ego. Being
selfish will only be a temporary satisfaction while burdening heart pain for
both sides in a long term.
Sorry is not merely about the care but also to observe
what is in the past. Here, my sorry about past is my motivation. The laziness I
did, the time I wasted. It is about all useless and detrimental stuffs
happened. Briefly I eagerly compensate
my past with my future.
The quote said, “Sometimes you actually have to change”.
It indicates that to sorry does not always impose us to change. To change
somehow refers to a bitter fact and great sadness that revolve into a spectrum
of motivation, a power to do better and much better. A willing not to repeat
the same errors, a zeal to learn and analysis, a controlled ego not to blame
anyone and anything.
Thus, change right now is a word that become my
inspiration. I admit, many things in my life need to be changed. We would not
ever be perfect, however we can always strive to. Putting hard efforts, highest
goal, pray and surrender. That
is four steps of change I
comprehend.
Honestly, my mom advised me to take education major. She
said, the prospect is quite promising. Teachers are always required almost
wherever and whenever. But I grow tired of teaching. I am afraid I would be
easily bored with what educative terms said, “RPP and Syllabus”. I felt like I
have a bloodline of being a teacher. So it come to nature when I try to teach
someone. I don’t quite like the theory, I prefer an educative and immediate
teaching, even though with a little bit good understanding of
how-to-be-professional-teacher ideas.
Management is a final major I chose. I believe, it will
be fun and fine. To let myself experiencing economical romance is my first
time. It really is something new as for me. That is why, I call management as
my passion. A passion to manage myself better, my time wiser, my future
brighter.
To study is like to test your patience level. It takes
time. It requires money. It spends energy. It takes plenty sacrifices. I hope,
my decision to study in Muhammadiyah university of Ponorogo build myself to
make all my motivations, inspirations, passions and patience come true.
31 August, 2015. 9.15
morning
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